Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Bedrest Day 22
I'm discharged finally! but still i have to rest at home, it will be something like what i did in hospital only that my house is more comfortable and i can see Darren when i wake up every morning.
It's not easy.
i think it will take someone who went through the same thing to understand my situations. Maybe friends, especially colleagues wont understand, they may think "wah.. so good, i want to sleep oso cannot", or they are maybe tied down with other stresses of life. But i'm not having a holiday you know, being confined to 4 walls and not only that, most of the time lying down on the bed is NOT a holiday. I rather not have this holiday. I rather go to work, shop and walk! but few can understand the boredom, and not just that, you feel helpless when you need people to fetch you things. I have 2 colleagues who were on bed rest. One on bedrest over 2 months, the other one still undergoing bedrest now. I think only they can really understand....
yeah.. everything is for the baby but sometimes haiz... dont know how to describe but have to force myself to keep my spirits up. But i am lucky enough that my mum doesnt work so i have somebody at home to talk to throughout the day. But today mum actually said i am very troublesome. It hurt a little cos i do not want to be in this condition as well and seriously, it is really troublesome. I guess it's really stressful for everybody too, even Darren I guess.
I realized there's alot of people suffering from this too. Put on bedrest during pregnancy. I guess people are more vulnerable now and maybe i should start a BEDREST SUPPORT GROUP to help people keep their sanity.
So what did I do today.
i read alot of bedrest guide online.
think i will start scrapbooking next week. Looking at my baby's photos gives me more strength :)
Kiyo 到此一游 @ 6:13 PM