Tuesday, January 16, 2007

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A moth flew towards my FACE while i was walking towards my home.

I screamed..

Bet my neighbours got a big scare of their life too.. (from my scream)

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Today has not been good for me but just don't know why i can't seem to say it out in words or convey myself. (just not tuned to talk about sad things)

But I managed to type a prettie long email to someone higher up there this morning telling him my true feelings about what I think (about my work of course) and all the things that has happened in the past year, the efforts i put in, the results i see and it IS affecting my morale too.

Have been bottling up for quite some time.. I think I'm growing to behave like Darren. He is one person that don't share his stress with me or anybody else because he doesnt want me to worry. His favourite motto is "Don't want you to worry for me,
I only want to share my happiness with you"..

*bottling up is seriously no good for health, children please dont try, jiejie you lian guo*

i'm persuading myself to remain optimistic and continue to put in the same effort I did in the past, or maybe 2 times the effort.

But i can say that if nothing improves, my optimism will die out soon enough.
Kiyo 到此一游 @ 10:02 PM