Friday, May 20, 2005
You got mail
Was still feeling so tired (due to pms) in office and having some problems with my work..At about 5.30 pm, an email appeared in my inbox. It was from Darren.
Was rather surprised and very touched. I admit that i am somebody who is easily satisfied.. He used to email me and we used to chat for lengthy hours everyday in the past.. but gradually he grew very very busy this semester, with his studies & friends. I wasnt used to it at first and i was quite upset about it. I didnt tell him about this and i soon got used to it and understand that he is really busy and not that he has forgotten about me. Sometimes I even wonder whether it's because our love has faded or maybe I am just too far away from him to care whether he calls or not.
Although today's email from him was just a simple and short one, it brought warmth to my heart as i was still struggling with reports that i need to finish before the long weekend.
" me just came back from library... study till sian.. cause dun understand...and super tired..
You busy today??"
(he hasnt emailed me for 2 months...and yes,i'm having a headache over the figures that wont tally)
I cried.. stewpid me.. Than I realize I do care. Cos i knew i wasnt forgotten and i knew I miss him so much.
A simple email, a 2 mins call or even a sms means a lot to girls (at least to me), it can make them feel a little different knowing that there is somebody out there that really cares for their existence.
In order to stop myself from being moody & take my mind off him for the time being..
Kiyo 到此一游 @ 8:58 PM